Thursday, April 14, 2005

Been really down recently. Dunno what's happening to me. I just keep on losing my temper. I'm so frustrated with myself. Sorry to 'u know who'. Anyway, I will be closin down my blog. Not really closing down, I'll stop bloggin that's all. Will leave it as it is cuz someone like the midi from my blog. so... yeah.
-Is being alive better than dead?-
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♥♥♥ thinking of you @ [7:00 PM]
Monday, April 11, 2005

There's no training! yay~! Though I'll have a lot of time from now on, but I'm so bored. Miss the good old days. Everyday seems so boring. Got chocs from jen again. Can feel the chocs turning into fats man. I dun even know what to do after sch. Should I go home or not? Well, I chose to stay in sch and pei jx until her napfa starts. Spent my whole afternoon watching tv.
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♥♥♥ thinking of you @ [9:44 PM]
Monday, April 04, 2005

Bad day. Didn't feel gd right from the start of the day. Shan't explain what happen yesterday that made mi so pissed. 3 of us change places. So I'm sitting in the middle now. Feel kinda wierd though. Cannot sit at one corner daydream. lol. Been feeling low lately. All of a sudden I really feel that I'm the cause of everyone's unhappiness. Well, not everyone but most of the people around. It's either directly or indirectly. I'm such a jinx.
Don't wanna talk abt it anymore. Tml's the semi-finals. So excited. *prays hard* Gonna be busy again. sian~
-What if I don't exist, would everyone be happier?-
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♥♥♥ thinking of you @ [7:42 PM]
Friday, April 01, 2005

Happy April Fool's Day!!! Tiring day man. Sch was ok. Nobody play a prank on me. heng~ lol. But really dun like the singin of the b'day song. It was nice of them but so paiseh. eeks. Not in a conscious mind. Can't really think. But anyway, went out with sam. Wore a skirt. 1st time go out with fren wear skirt. lol. Had alot of fun. I was like talkin n talkin away. lol. Walk alot too. Watch miss congeniality 2. Took neoprint too. Tired le. end here. Nitez.
-Happy Birthday-
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♥♥♥ thinking of you @ [10:54 PM]