Saturday, July 30, 2005
Both my parents were not at hm today. Left me n bro alone at hm. But mama's back now, and cook dinner for us. Luckily I didn't waste my day away. Felt good. I did a math the whole afternoon. And thanx to jx, I manage to understand relative velocity better and is able to solve all the qns from ex 24.2. I spend whole afternoon only to finish 9 qns. lol. Spend most of the time thinkin and listening to her explanation. And she's so patient with me cuz I'm like really slow at understanding. =x tt smartypants. Seems like Im beginning to have to motivation. phew~ Gonna study sci tml. Suddenly feel so hardworking. lol. Hope to have a good slp today. No dreams. lol. Hoping to have a sweet dream though. hehe. that's all. tata~
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Keep changin the skin. Hope this skin can stay long. Maybe for like a mth? lol. Been sad recently. But can't be bothered. Don't wanna let
From that day on.... nothing's gonna be the same anymore. Seriously, I've become more mature I think. =p I doubt anyone will agree with me. lol. But my temper is still as bad. But today's worst. Cuz of some
-I'm only gonna do 1 last thing for you-
-Take care... I won't be there for you anymore-
Out of my life you go. Sometimes, I really feel whatever I've done is an extra.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
I FEEL
Monday, July 25, 2005
ARGH!!!! I feel so pissed with myself. I just cannot seems to make things right. sigh~ Feel like screaming. Somehow I feel I'm so useless. Dream of gettin into JC seems to drifting further n further. It's so near to pre-lims already and I'm still getting so low grades. Mama will be so disappointed in me. I don't even have the motivation to study. I'm like ruining my whole life. MY LIFE SUCKS. too stress. =(
Thursday, July 21, 2005
不想吃 不想睡 当我知道我爱谁 情如水 淹没我的夜 才知道爱会给人奇怪的感觉 你问我 好不好 我最近莫名其妙常发烧 因为我 想你的时候 就感觉火山爆发 地动天摇 屋顶上 有小猫 他唱着最难听的情歌不成调 不怪猫害我整个晚上睡不着 只是不懂 你的眼神怎么会奇怪地 让我体重下降 头发掉 窗门上 有雨滴 让爱情飘来飘去划成千丝万缕 我想约会你 顺便说我想念你
Today's racial harmony day. No lessons. Yay~! Actually there's geog but she gave back the test paper so no need to study. Got 13/25. sigh~ Learn a few steps of samba during apex. It was fun. But had to partner jackie. Sheesh~! After that we had outdoor activities. Shan cannot do any of them so we juz walked around. Talked to mr heok too. Was quite amazed adam knows how to play the drum. Didn't do much. The funniest part was still the face painting. Welvin's face was so damn funny but it was quite nice.
Went back to class after that to play some games like snap and 5 stones. My 1st time playin 5 stones. lol. It was fun. We played the sticks also. After that we played heart attack with the snap cards. At 1st it was only mi, shan, mf, bs n vic but later on, jr, ben, soo they all join us. It was very funny when they join us. Ben is always the slowest. hehe. Everything ended very early. Went to have lunch at t mart. Had mee rebus(dunno correct spellin not). After that went back to sch, mf n vic left us. So there were only me, shan n jon. Thot the N league starting at 3pm so decided to wait but it turn out that it would be later. So me, shan, jon, ty n solomon were chatting there. Was talkin about my falling down experience. lol. Really funny. And ty is damn sadistic. keke. And here I am sitting in front of my com eating ice-cream. haha.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Today isn't a gd day either. Shan sprained her leg and went to see the sinseh yesterday. Got her leg bandage. She was limping to sch today. Had to help her when she's climbing the stairs. Ty even offer to piggyback her. lol. so gd. =x Anyway, jx was kinda jealous I think when I told her I got call shan. hehe. Made welvin's costume for the face painting out of trash bag. It look so damn funny. wahahahahha. I piggyback shan down a few steps den cannot take it liao. wahahhaha. heh~ Nobody pei shan walk home, so ke lian.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Today has been a moody day. Guess its bcuz I din have enough sleep. Somehow I kinda miss the presence of sam. Whenever she's around I just feel so free. lol. Haven been jokin n laughin with welvin recently. Actually I'm starting to dislike sitting with him. argh! Okay, I shouldn't be mean. eeks. He's ok. At least he can teach me poa n a math n e math n sci. That's like alot. But still ben's still better. lol. And guess what... I haven msg gk for more than a mth. lol. Anyway, I dun really bother. All I'm always talkin is always guys, guys n guys. I should change. hehe. I just feel so
Monday, July 18, 2005
Gave shan morning call again. It seems like she doesn't need it cuz everytime I called, she's already woken up. =x Anyway, juz in case she overslept. See I so filial. lol. Din have recess with jx they all cuz I went to take the physics test with shan. 1st, we went to find ms chua. She told us to wait for her at the other side of the staffroom. And so we waited... She took real long so we went to the door there to check things out. Suddenly mrs sim juz walked out and she gave us that really buay song look. Like we owe her money liddat. =x Dun care her. After that ms chua came out and told us she almost forgot abt us. WTH! how can she forget? old already izzit? =x So we took the test and finished it in like 5 min. lol.
Din eat anything for recess. When we were walkin back to class, saw jx so I went to talk to her. She was like asking me how come I'm always with shan and not them anymore. Well, I juz told her cuz I had to take the test. What she said is quite true. We have been quite distant recently. But it's not like I want it. It's juz that she din realise that not only can Jen can jealous, so can I. I dun like it that she and jen were always together. But now I'm so much better. Guess she won't understand.
Went to celebrate boon seong's b'day after sch. Ming Fong pangseh us. The reason she gave was that she din feel like goin cuz we always suan her and make fun of her. =.= Very bo liao lor. She missed out so much fun. Vic can't go cuz of npcc. So there were me, shan, bs, js, welvin, steven and mario. We decided to go to bs's house to see his doggie cuz he need to go home to take his specs. As we were walkin, we realised kumhung was taggin along. ARGH!!!! lol. (over-reacting) Everybody was like whispering to each other 'why is he taggin along?' He still din realise he wasn't welcome by all of us. But no one dared to tell him. ( all dun wan be bad guy) Saw bs's dog. Real cute but keep bitting my finger, shan's also. It was raining but luckily I had umbrella. But the guys were really wet. lol. After that, we went to tm. Kumhung finally left. Think he felt it that we were quite cold towards him. eeks. Steven and mario had to leave too. sadded. hehe. Had lunch at pastamania. The way welvin ate was horrible. All the cheese..... omg! Had to wait really long for jon's n js's pizza to come. The way js eat is damn funny. HAHA. The toppings keep droppin off the pizza. Left the crust only. He still had to hold a tissue. But in the end still dropped on the table. Everybody was laughin at him. Went to the playground again. Although it was still drizzling. Almost vomitted. lol. Bs and js got play also. Except the jon n welvin dun dare. sheesh. Shopped for bs's present after that. Bought him an adidas shirt. Very expensive. eeks. The cashier knew we were sharing, keep sayin we so good. He din even receive this kinda present before. And keep sayin can be our fren anot. lol. Went home after that. Finish my geog hw. But I wrote really little. lol. Dun care liao. As long got do can liao. Geography is BORING. I wanna get back the physics test. So that I can get another lollipop. hehe...
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Bad day. But it was really nice of mummy to make sandwiches for me for breakfast. So happy. But I already had a feeling that today won't be a good day. As I had expected. Firstly, it was jolene that spoiled my day. During recess, a bird fell down in the canteen.(heard it hit the fan) Well, it couldn't fly after that. Then, when it jump towards them, They all scream like hell, Jolene even climb onto the table and scream. It was like so OVER-REACTING. What's worst, she threw a cup of ice at the bird. WAT THE HELL! The bird is already injured! What a bitch. Secondly, was reprimanded by mrs sim for disturbing the class. Acted like it din affect me but it did. I truly feel after I sat beside him, I just keep talking n laughin. But he did help me in sci n poa. Even mr sim said I talk too much. sigh~ (both sims) lol. Was feelin depressed after that, I did the physics paper in like less than 30min, when the test is like 1 hr. lol. Then, I keep writing lyircs on the table until the end. I'm eating durian pudding right now. lol. keke. >.<
Friday, July 08, 2005
It's finally FRIDAY. Long waited for today. A day for me to rest. Had QA test today. It was really hard. Don't think I'll pass. sigh~ Was a lil pissed in the morning but nvm. Went out for lunch with ss they all at t mart. Met a grp of GAYS on the way there. lol. Din eat anything. Din have appetite cuz I ate during recess. Can't believe kumhung can eat so much, and it's not like he have a nice build body that need lots of food. =x (sorry for being evil) We were told the math lesson started when they were eating. So we had to rush back but still had to wait for him to finish. -.-" When we walk back, saw tt grp of gays playin the 'find the diff in the pics' game. They are like so ........ over tt game. Wasted $1 on that. To them, this was like more important than mr sim's lesson. lol. Then tt joshua pangseh all of us, and went back 1st.
Went home,1st thing use the com. Took my bath and went out with sammie. Wanted to go to lau pa sat but we were afraid tt it might rain heavily so we stayed at tm. Saw bin they all. Nv see them for so long already. He still look as ugly, or even uglier. =X (I'm so EVIL) eeks. Had dinner at ljs. Den went to old chang kee had carrot cake, den had yam cake. wth. eat so much leh. (SO PIG) can feel the fats forming in my body. argh~! Watched fantastic 4. $9.50 LEH!!!! WTH. SO EXPENSIVE. So broke. *sniff sniff* The movie was not bad but a lil boring and the DOOM so easy kill one. lol. And here I am blogging. *yawns* so tired.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Today has been a really tired day for me. Not enough sleep, no matter how much I sleep I still feel tired. *yawns* Anyway, had geog n e math test today. One after another. Totally screwed it. Thinkin of tests, I'm now feeling so nervous. eeks. Tml's the chi oral. ARGH!!! OMG!!! ok... I'm over-reacting. After the tests, I thot I could go home and take a nap but end up having to do the board for tml until around 6. *yawns* Rewarded by zub with a choc. (fattening) eeks. I'm gonna have tests for the whole week. sigh~ HATE IT. O ya... a really funny thing happened today. I made welvin fall. Won't tell u the details. lol. wahahahhaha. He even hit his head on the table. But I was quite afraid he'll get angry. lol. No lessons tml. hooray! haha.
Monday, July 04, 2005
Went out with sam today. Watched war of the worlds. Quite a nice movie except tt it's a lil bloody. Sam really eat a lot, man. =x Anyway, saw sam gay they all at tm. Went to eat ice-cream at Gelare. 1st time eating there. expensive. lol. But it was nice. Tiramisu ice-cream...... Yummy. Didn't really do anything today. Cuz I couldn't go out too long, still have to study for geog test. sian. Can't get anything into my head though. lol. Been having stomachache since I came home. Wonder what's wrong. My life's boring..........................
Friday, July 01, 2005
First week of school is so freaking busy. And I really cannot stand welvin most of the times. He can really drive me crazy. Just by talkin to him can make me die, man. Anyway, finish the board for the social enterprise. A load off my mind. It's finally the weekend but that doesn't mean I can relax. There's like 2 tests on tues and chi oral on wed. So tired. sigh~
-I'm not happy-
