Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Keep changin the skin. Hope this skin can stay long. Maybe for like a mth? lol. Been sad recently. But can't be bothered. Don't wanna let
anything or
anyone spoil my mood. Talkin to sam really makes me feel so much better. She's still the
best. =) That applies to
baobei n
turtle also. All the ppl around me seems to have nick names. Think it was I who gave them. Esp love sophia's nickname. ('sofy') lol. Help sofy advertise. hehe. Well, after sayin all my unhappiness out, found out that not only I who feel that way. Someone also feels the same way. So that means he is a
bastard. lol. I'm finally saying it out. woohoo~! Goin crazy. Don't ask me who
he is. Cuz I definitely won't tell you. But I think sam knows who. Haven't been hangin out with jx (aka baobei) for a long time. I don't feel so "mo shen" with her today. Guess that feelings' coming back. =D Asked her out on mon to pei me buy my mama's present. Still lost. Maybe I'll just end up treating her a meal. Like so bad.
From that day on.... nothing's gonna be the same anymore. Seriously, I've become more mature I think. =p I doubt anyone will agree with me. lol. But my temper is still as bad. But today's worst. Cuz of some
unhappy things. Hope tml will be a better day. yeah.... Findin myself esp vulgar this few days. eeks. Should change liao. If not will kena shoot not feminine again. sheesh. Then tt stupid jr keep laughin at that. hmph~ It's not funny, ok?! lol. lalala~
-I'm only gonna do 1 last thing for you-
-Take care... I won't be there for you anymore-
Out of my life you go. Sometimes, I really feel whatever I've done is an extra.
Nobody appreciates it(except
some) Nothing I do will ever be good enough. Hmmm... zui jing gan chu na me duo. lol. Have a small crush on someone again.(wanna know who? bleahx...) sian 1/2. It just comes and goes. No love. lol. Seriously, I think it's cuz of that, that's why my life's so boring. lol. And I pms so often. haha. Yeah... I'm crazy. Couldn't sleep well this few days. It's like I went to bed at 10+. Even up till 12am, I'm still awake. sigh~ Feel so tired everyday. sheesh~! Think I got insonmia seh. whao... what a long entry. Just crapping all the way. lalala~
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